Dolly Dialogues
by Anthony Hope
Hypertext Meanings and Commentaries
from the Encyclopedia of the Self
by Mark Zimmerman

CONTENTS

I.   A Liberal Education
II.   Cordial Relations
III.  Retribution
IV.   The Perverseness of It
V.    A Matter of Duty
VI.   My Last Chance
VII.  The Little Wretch
VIII. An Expensive Privilege
IX.   A Very Dull Affair
X.    Strange but True
XI.   The Very Latest Thing
XII.  An Uncounted Hour
XIII. A Reminiscence
XIV.  A Fine Day
XV.   The House Opposite
XVI.  A Quick Change
XVII. A Slight Mistake
XVIII. The Other Lady
XIX.  What Might Have Been
XX.   One Way In

A LIBERAL EDUCATION

"There's ingratitude for you!" Miss Dolly Foster exclaimed suddenly.

"Where!" I asked, rousing myself from meditation.

She pointed to a young man who had just passed where we sat. He
was dressed very smartly, and was walking with a lady attired in
the height of the fashion.

"I made that man," said Dolly, "and now he cuts me dead before
the whole of the Row! It's atrocious. Why, but for me, do you
suppose he'd be at this moment engaged to three thousand a year
and--and the plainest girl in London?"

"Not that," I pleaded; "think of--"

"Well, very plain anyhow. I was quite ready to bow to him.
I almost did."

"In fact you did?"

"I didn't. I declare I didn't."

"Oh, well, you didn't then. It only looked like it."

"I met him," said Miss Dolly, "three years ago. At that time he
was--oh, quite unpresentable. He was everything he shouldn't be.
He was a teetotaler, you know, and he didn't smoke, and he was
always going to concerts. Oh, and he wore his hair long, and his
trousers short, and his hat on the back of his head. And his
umbrella--"

"Where did he wear that?"

"He carried that, Mr. Carter. Don't be silly! Carried it
unrolled, you know, and generally a paper parcel in the other
hand; and he had spectacles too."

"He has certainly changed, outwardly at least.

"Yes, I know; well, I did that. I took him in hand, and I just
taught him, and now--!"

"Yes, I know that. But how did you teach him? Give him Saturday
evening lectures, or what?"

"Oh, every-evening lectures, and most-morning walks. And I
taught him to dance, and broke his wretched fiddle with my own
hands!"

"What very arbitrary distinctions you draw!"

"I don't know that you mean. I do like a man to be smart,
anyhow. Don't  you, Mr. Carter? You're not so smart as you might
be. Now, shall I take you in hand?"  And she smiled upon me.

"Let's hear your method. What did you do to him.?"

"To Phil Meadows? Oh, nothing. I just slipped in a remark here
and there, whenever he talked nonsense. I used to speak just at
the right time, you know."

"But how had your words such influence, Miss Foster?"

"Oh, well, you know, Mr. Carter, I made it a condition that he
should do just what I wanted in little things like that. Did he
think I was going to walk about with a man carrying a brown paper
parcel--as if we had been to the shop for a pound of tea?"

"Still, I don't see why he should alter all his--"

"Oh, you are stupid! Of course, he liked me, you know."

"Oh, did he? I see."

"You seem to think that very funny."

"Not that he did--but that, apparently, he doesn't."

"Well you got out of that rather neatly--for you. No, he doesn't
now. You see, he misunderstood my motive. He thought--well, I
do believe he thought I cared for him, you know. Of course I
didn't."

"Not a bit?"

"Just as a friend--and a pupil, you know. And when he'd had his
hair cut and bought a frock coat (fancy he'd never had one!), he
looked quite nice. He has nice eyes. Did you notice them."

"Lord, no!"

"Well, you're so unobservant."

"Oh, not always. I've observed that your--"

"Please don't! It's no use, is it?"

I looked very unhappy. There is an understanding that I am very
unhappy since Miss Foster's engagement to the Earl of Mickleham
was announced.

"What was I saying before--before you--you know--oh, about Phil
Meadows, of course. I did like him very much, you know, or I
shouldn't have taken all that trouble. Why, his own mother
thanked me!"

"I have no more to say," said I.

"But she wrote me a horrid letter afterward."

"You're so very elliptical."

"So very what, Mr. Carter?"

"You leave so much out, I mean. After what?"

"Why, after I sent him away. Didn't I tell you? Oh, we had the
most awful scene. He raved, Mr. Carter. He called me the most
horrid names, and--"

"Tore his hair?"

"It wasn't long enough to get hold of," she tittered. "But don't
laugh. It was really dreadful. And so unjust! And then, next
day, when I thought it was comfortably over, you know, he came
back, and--and apologized, and called himself the most awful
names, and--well, that was really worse."

"What did the fellow complain of?" I asked in wondering tones.

"Oh, he said I'd destroyed his faith in women, you know, and that
I'd led him on, and that I was--well, he was very rude indeed.
And he went on writing me letters like that for a whole year? It
made me quite uncomfortable."

"But he didn't go back to short trousers and a fiddle, did he?" I
asked anxiously.

"Oh, no. But he forgot all he owed me, and he told me that his
heart was dead, and that he should never love any one again."

"But he's going to marry that girl."

"Oh, he doesn't care about her,"said Miss Dolly reassuringly.
"It's the money,  you know. He hadn't a farthing of his own.
Now he'll be set up for life."

"And it's all due to you!" said I admiringly.

"Well, it is, really."

"I don't call her such a bad-looking girl, though."  (I hadn't
seen her face.)

"Mr. Carter! She's hideous!"

I dropped that subject.

"And now," said Miss Dolly again, "he cuts me dead!"

"It is the height of ingratitude. Why, to love you was a liberal
education!"

"Yes, wasn't it? How nicely you put that. A liberal education!'
I shall tell Archie."  (Archie is Lord Mickleham.)

"What, about Phil Meadows?"

"Goodness me, no, Mr. Carter. Just what you said, you know."

"But why not tell Mickleham about Phil Meadows?" I urged. "It's
all to your credit, you know."

"I know, but men are so foolish. You see, Archie thinks--"

"Of course he does."

"You might let me finish."

"Archie thinks you were never in love before."

"Yes, he does. Well, of course, I wasn't in love with Phil--"

"Not a little bit?"

"Oh, well--"

"Nor with any one else?"

Miss Dolly looked for an instant in my direction.

"Nor with any one else? said I.

Miss Dolly looked straight in front of her.

"Nor with--" I began.

"Hullo, old chappie, where did you spring from?"

"Why, Archie!" cried Miss Dolly.

"Oh, how are you, Mickleham, old man? Take this seat; I'm just
off--just off. Yes, I was, upon my honor--got to meet a man at
the club. Goodbye, Miss Foster. Jove! I'm late!"

And as I went I heard Miss Dolly say, "I thought you were never
coming, Archie, dear!"  Well, she didn't think he was coming just
then. No more did I.

CORDIAL RELATIONS

The other day I paid a call on Miss Dolly Foster for the purpose
of presenting to her my small offering on the occasion of her
marriage to Lord Mickleham. It was a pretty little bit of
jewelry--a pearl heart, broken (rubies played the part of blood)
and held together by a gold pin, set with diamonds, the whole
surmounted by an earl's coronet. I had taken some trouble about
it, and was grateful when Miss Dolly asked me to explain the
symbolism.

"It is my heart," I observed. "The fracture is your making; the
pin--"

Here Miss Dolly interrupted; to tell the truth I was not sorry,
for I was fairly graveled for the meaning of the pin.

"What nonsense, Mr. Carter!" she said; "but it's awfully pretty.
Thanks so very very much. Aren't relations funny people?"

"If you wish to change the subject, pray do," said I. "I'll
change anything except my affections."

"Look here," she pursued, holding out a bundle of letters. "Here
are the congratulatory epistles from relations. Shall I read you
a few?"

"It will be a most agreeable mode of passing the time," said I.

"This is from Aunt Georgiana--she's a widow--lives at Cheltenham.
'My dearest Dorothea--'"

"Who?"

"Dorothea's my name, Mr. Carter. It means the gift of heaven,
you know."

" 'My dearest Dorothea, I have heard the news of your engagement
to Lord Mickleham with deep thankfulness. To obtain the love of
an honest man is a great prize. I hope you will prove worthy of
it. Marriage is a trial and an opportunity--'"

"Hear, hear!" said I. "A trial for the husband and--"

"Be quiet, Mr. Carter. 'A trial and an opportunity. It searches
the heart and affords a sphere of usefulness which--' So she goes
on, you know. I don't see why I need be lectured just because
I'm going to be married, do you, Mr. Carter?"

"Let's try another," said I. "Who's that on pink paper?"

"Oh, that's Georgy Vane. She's awful fun. 'Dear old Dolly,--So
you've brought it off. Hearty congrats. I thought you were
going to be silly and throw away--'  There's nothing else there,
Mr. Carter. Look here. Listen to this. It's from Uncle
William. He's a clergyman, you know. 'My dear Niece,--I have
heard with great gratification of your engagement. Your aunt and
I unite in all good wishes. I recollect Lord Mickleham's father
when I had a curacy near Worcester. He was a regular attendant
at church and a supporter of all good works in the diocese. If
only his son takes after him (fancy Archie!) You have secured a
prize. I hope you have a proper sense of the responsibilities
you are undertaking. Marriage affords no small opportunities, it
also entails certain trials--'"

"Why, you're reading Aunt Georgiana again."

"Am I? No, it's Uncle William."

"Then let's try a fresh cast--unless you'll finish Georgy Vane's."

"Well, here's Cousin Susan's. She's an old maid, you know. It's
very long. Here's a bit: 'Woman has it in her power to exercise
a sacred influence. I have not the pleasure of knowing Lord
Mickleham, but I hope, my dear, that you will use your power over
him for good. It is useless for me to deny that when you stayed
with me, I thought you were addicted to frivolity. Doubtless
marriage will sober you. Try to make a good use of its lessons
I am sending you a biscuit tin'--and so on."

"A very proper letter," said I.

Miss Dolly indulged in a slight grimace, and took up another
letter.

"This," she said, "is from my sister-in-law, Mrs. Algernon Foster."

"A daughter of Lord Doldrums, wasn't she?"

"Yes. 'My dear Dorothea,--I have heard your news. I do hope it
will turn out happily. I believe that any woman who
conscientiously does her duty can find happiness in married life.
Her husband and children occupy all her time and all her
thoughts, and if she can look for few of the lighter pleasures of
life, she has at least the knowledge that she is of use in the
world. Please accept the accompanying volumes (it's Browning) as
a small--' I say, Mr. Carter, do you think it's really like
that?"

"There is still time to draw back," I observed.

"Oh, don't be silly. Here, this is my brother Tom's. 'Dear
Dol,--I thought Mickleham rather an ass when I met him, but I
dare say you know best. What's his place like? Does he take a
moor? I thought I read that he kept a yacht. Does he? Give him
my love and a kiss. Good luck, old girl. Tom. P.S.--I'm glad
it's not me, you know.'"

"A disgusting letter," I observed.

"Not at all," said Miss Dolly, dimpling. "It's just like dear
old Tom. Listen to grandpapa's. 'My dear Granddaughter,--The
alliance' (I rather like it's being called an alliance, Mr.
Carter. It sounds like the Royal Family, doesn't it?) 'you are
about to contract is in all respects a suitable one. I send you
my blessing and a small check to help towards your
trousseau.--Yours affectionately, Jno. Wm. Foster.'"

"That," said I, "is the best up to now."

"Yes, it's 500," said she, smiling. "Here's old Lady M.'s."

"Whose?" I exclaimed.

"Archie's mother's, you know. 'My dear Dorothea (as I suppose I
must call you now)--Archibald has informed us of his engagement,
and I and the girls (there are five girls, Mr. Carter) hasten to
welcome his bride. I am sure Archie will make his wife very
happy. He is rather particular (like his dear father), but he
has a good heart, and is not fidgety about his meals. Of course
we shall be delighted to move out of The Towers at once. I hope
we shall see a great deal of you soon. Archie is full of your
praises, and we thoroughly trust his taste. Archie--' It's all
about Archie, you see."

"Naturally," said I.

"Well, I don't know. I suppose I count a little, too. Oh, look
here. Here's Cousin Fred's, but he's always so silly. I shan't
read you his."

"O, just a bit of it," I pleaded.

"Well, here's one bit. 'I suppose I can't murder him, so I must
wish him joy. All I can say is, Dolly, that he's the luckiest
(something I can't read--either fellow or--devil) I ever heard
of. I wonder if you've forgotten that evening--'"

"Well, go on."  For she stopped.

"Oh, there's nothing else."

"In fact, you have forgotten the evening?"

"Entirely," said Miss Dolly, tossing her head.

"But he sends me a love of a bracelet. He can't possibly pay for
it, poor boy."

"Young knave!" said I severely. (I had paid for my pearl heart.)

"Then comes a lot from girls. Oh, there's one from Maud
Tottenham--she's a second cousin, you know--it's rather amusing.
'I used to know your FIANCE slightly. He seemed very nice, but
it's a long while ago, and I never saw much of him. I hope he is
really fond of you, and that it is not a mere fancy. Since you
love him so much, it would be a pity if he did not care deeply
for you.'"

"Interpret, Miss Dolly," said I.

"She tried to catch him herself," said Miss Dolly.

"Ah, I see. Is that all?"

"The others aren't very interesting."

"Then let's finish Georgy Vane's."

"Really?" she asked, smiling.

"Yes. Really."

"Oh, if you don;'t mind, I don't," said she, laughing, and she
hunted out the pink note and spread it before her.

"Let me see. Where was I? Oh, here. 'I thought you were going
to be silly and throw away your chances on some of the men who
used to flirt with you. Archie Mickleham may not be a genius,
but he's a good fellow and a swell and rich; and he's not a
pauper, like Phil Meadows, or a snob like Charlie Dawson,
or--' shall I go on, Mr. Carter? No, I won't. I didn't see what
it was."

"Yes, you shall go on."

"O, no, I can't," and she folded up the letter. "Then I will,"
and I'm ashamed to say I snatched the letter. Miss Dolly jumped
to her feet. I fled behind the table. She ran round. I dodged.

"'Or'" I began to read.

"Stop!" cried she.

" 'Or a young spendthrift like that man--I forget his name--who
you used to go on with at such a pace at Monte Carlo last
winter.'"

"Stop!" she cried. "You must stop, Mr. Carter."

So then I stopped. I folded the letter and handed it back to
her. Her cheeks flushed red as she took it.

"I thought you were a gentleman," said she, biting her lip.

"I was at Monte Carlo last winter myself," said I.

"Lord Mickleham," said the butler, throwing open the door.

RETRIBUTION

In future I am going to be careful what I do. I am also--and
this is by no means less important--going to be very careful what
Miss Dolly Foster does. Everybody knows (if I may quote her
particular friend Nellie Phaeton) that dear Dolly means no harm,
but she is "just a little harumscarum."  I thanked Miss Phaeton
for the expression.

The fact is that "old lady M." (Here I quote Miss Dolly) sent for
me the other day. I have not the honor of knowing the Countess,
and I went in some trepidation. When I was ushered in, Lady
Mickleham put up her "starers."  (You know those abominations!
Pince-nez with long torture--I mean tortoise--shell handles.)

"Mr.--er--Carter?" said she.

I bowed. I would have denied it if I could.

"My dears!" said Lady Mickleham.

Upon this five young ladies who had been sitting in five
straight-backed chairs, doing five pieces of embroidery, rose,
bowed, and filed out of the room. I felt very nervous.

A pause followed. Then the Countess observed--and it seemed at
first rather irrelevant--

"I've been reading an unpleasant story."

"In these days of French influence," I began apologetically (not
that I write such stories, or any stories, but Lady Mickleham
invites an apologetic attitude), and my eye wandered to the
table. I saw nothing worse (or better) than the morning paper
there.

"Contained in a friend's letter," she continued, focusing the
"starers" full on my face.

I did not know what to do, so I bowed again.

"It must have been as painful for her to write as for me to
read," Lady Mickleham went on. "And that is saying much. Be
seated, pray."

I bowed, and sat down in one of the straight-back chairs. I also
began, in my fright, to play with one of the pieces of
embroidery.

"Is Lady Jane's work in your way?" (Lady Jane is named after
Jane, the famous Countess, Lady-in-Waiting to Caroline of
Anspach.)

I dropped the embroidery, and put my foot on my hat.

"I believe, Mr. Carter, that you are acquainted with Miss
Dorothea Foster?"

"I have that pleasure," said I.

"Who is about to be married to my son, the Earl of Mickleham?"

"That, I believe, is so," said I. I was beginning to pull myself
together.

"My son, Mr. Carter, is of a simple and trusting disposition.
Perhaps I had better come to the point. I am informed by this
letter that, in conversation with the writer the other day,
Archibald mentioned, quite incidentally, some very startling
facts. Those facts concern you, Mr. Carter."

"May I ask the name of the writer?"

"I do not think that is necessary," said she. "She is a lady in
whom I have the utmost confidence."

"That is, of course, enough," said I.

"It appears, Mr. Carter--and you will excuse me if I speak
plainly--(I set my teeth) that you have, in the first place,
given to my son's bride a wedding present, which I can only
describe as--"

"A pearl ornament," I interposed; "with a ruby or two, and--"

"A pearl heart," she corrected; "er--fractured, and that you
explained that this absurd article represented your heart."

"Mere badinage," said I.

"In execrably bad taste," said she.

I bowed.

"In fact, most offensive. But that is not the worst. From my
son's further statements it appears that on one occasion, at
least, he found you and Miss Foster engaged in what I can only
call--"

I raised my hand in protest. The Countess took no notice.

"What I can only call romping."

"Romping!" I cried.

"A thing not only atrociously vulgar at all times, but under the
circumstances--need I say more? Mr. Carter, you were engaged in
chasing my son's future bride round a table!"

"Pardon me, Lady Mickleham. Your son's future bride was engaged
in chasing me round a table."

"It is the same thing," said Lady Mickleham.

"I should have thought there was a distinction," said I.

"None at all."

I fell back on a second line of defense.

"I didn't let her catch me, Lady Mickleham," I pleaded.

Lady Mickleham grew quite red. This made me feel more at my
ease.

"No, sir. If you had--"

"Goodness knows!" I murmured, shaking my head.

"As it happened, however, my son entered in the middle of this
disgraceful--"

"It was at the beginning," said I, with a regretful sigh.

Upon this--and I have really never been so pleased at anything in
all my life--the Countess, the violence of her emotions
penetrating to her very fingers, gripped the handle of her
"starers" with such force that she broke it in two! She was a
woman of the world, and in a moment she looked as if nothing had
happened. With me it was different; and that I am not now on
Lady Mickleham's visiting list is due to (inter alia et enormia)
the fact that I laughed! It was out before I could help it. In
a second I was as grave as a mute. The mischief was done. The
Countess rose. I imitated her example.

"You are amused?" said she, and her tones banished the last of my
mirth. I stumbled on my hat and it rolled to her feet.

"It is not probable," she observed,  "that after Miss Foster's
marriage you will meet her often. You will move in--er--somewhat
different circles."

"I may catch a glimpse of her in her carriage from the top of my
'bus," said I.

Lady Mickleham rang the bell. I stooped for my hat. To tell the
truth, I was rather afraid to expose myself in such a defenseless
attitude, but the Countess preserved her self control. The
butler opened the door. I bowed, and left the Countess regarding
me through the maimed "starers."  Then I found the butler
smiling. He probably knew the signs of the weather. I wouldn't
be Lady Mickleham's butler if you made me a duke.

As I walked home through the Park, I met Miss Dolly and
Mickleham. They stopped.

I walked on. Mickleham seized me by the coat tails.

"Do you mean to cut us?" he cried.

"Yes," said I.

"Why, what the deuce?--" he began.

"I've seen your mother," said I. "I wish, Mickleham, that when
you do happen to intrude as you did the other day, you wouldn't
repeat what you see."

"Lord!" he cried. "She's not heard of that. I only told Aunt
Cynthia."

I said something about "Aunt Cynthia."

"Does--does she know it all?" asked Miss Dolly.

"More than all--much more."

"Didn't you smooth it over?" said Miss Dolly reproachfully.

"On reflection," said I, "I don't know that I did--much."  (I
hadn't, you know.)

Suddenly Mickleham burst out laughing.

"What a game!" he exclaimed.

"That's all very well for you," said Dolly. "But do you happen
to remember that we dine there tonight?"  Archie grew grave.

"I hope you'll enjoy yourselves," said I. "I always cling to the
belief that the wicked are punished."  And I looked at Miss
Dolly.

"Never you mind, little woman," said Archie, drawing Miss Dolly's
arm through his, "I'll see you through. After all, everybody
knows that old Carter's an ass."

That piece of universal knowledge may help matters, but I do not
quite see how. I walked on, for Miss Dolly had quite forgotten
me, and was looking up at Archie Mickleham like--well, hang it,
in the way they do, you know. So I just walked on.

I believe Miss Dolly has got a husband who is (let us say) good
enough for her. And, for one reason and another, I am glad of
it. And I also believe that she knows it. And I am--I
suppose--glad of that, too. Oh, yes, of course, I am. Of
course.

THE PERVERSENESS OF IT

"I tell you what, Mr. Carter," said Miss Nellie Phaeton, touching
up Rhino with her whip, "love in a cottage is--"

"Lord forgive us, cinders, ashes, dust," I quoted.

We were spanking round the Park behind Ready and Rhino. Miss
Phaeton's horses are very large; her groom is very small, and her
courage is indomitable. I am no great hand at driving myself,
and I am not always quite comfortable. Moreover, the stricter
part of my acquaintance consider, I believe, that Miss Phaeton's
attentions to me are somewhat pronounced, and that I ought not to
drive with her in the Park.

"You're right," she went on. "What a girl wants is a good house
and lots of cash, and some ridin' and a little huntin' and--"

"A few  g's!'" I cried in shuddering entreaty. "If you love me,
a  g' or two."

"Well, I suppose so," said she. "You can't go ridin' without
gees, can you?"

Apparently one could go driving without any, but I did not pursue
the subject.

"It's only in stories that people are in love when they marry,"
observed Miss Phaeton reflectively.

"Yes, and then it's generally with somebody else," said I.

"Oh, if you count that!" said she, hitting Ready rather
viciously. We bounded forward, and I heard the little groom
bumping on the back seat. I am always glad not to be a
groom--it's a cup-and-ball sort of life, which must be very
wearying.

"Were you ever in love?" she asked, just avoiding a brougham
which contained the Duchess of Dexminster. (If, by the way, I
have to run into anyone, I like it to be a Duchess; you get a
much handsomer paragraph.)

"Yes," said I.

"Often?"

"Oh, not too often, and I always take great care, you know."

"What of?"

"That it shall be quite out of the question, you know. It's not
at all difficult. I only have to avoid persons of moderate
means."

"But aren't you a person of--?"

"Exactly. That's why. So I choose either a pauper--when it's
impossible--or an heiress--when it's preposterous. See?"

"But don't you ever want to get--?" began Miss Phaeton.

"Let's talk about something else," said I.

"I believe you're humbuggin' me," said Miss Phaeton.

"I am offering a veiled apology," said I.

"Stuff!" said she. "You know you told Dolly Foster that I should
make an excellent wife for a trainer."

Oh, these women! A man had better talk to a phonograph.

"Or anybody else," said I politely.

Miss Phaeton whipped up her horses.

"Look out! There's the mounted policeman," I cried.

"No, he isn't. Are you afraid?" she retorted.

"I'm not fit to die," I pleaded.

"I don't care a pin for your opinion, you know," she continued (I
had never supposed that she did); "but what did you mean by it?"

"I never said it."

"Oh!"

"All right--I never did."

"Then Dolly invented it?"

"Of course," said I steadily.

"On your honor?"

"Oh, come, Miss Phaeton!"

"Would--would other people think so?" she asked, with a highly
surprising touch of timidity.

"Nobody would," I said. "Only a snarling old wretch would say
so, just because he thought it smart."

There was a long pause. Then Miss Phaeton asked me abruptly:

"You never met him, did you?"

"No."

A pause ensued. We passed the Duchess again, and scratched the
nose of her poodle, which was looking out of the carriage window.
Miss Phaeton flicked Rhino, and the groom behind went plop-plop
on the seat.

"He lives in town, you know," remarked Miss Phaeton.

"They mostly do--and write about the country," said I.

"Why shouldn't they?" she asked fiercely.

"My dear Miss Phaeton, by all means let them," said I.

"He's awfully clever, you know," she continued; "but he wouldn't
always talk. Sometimes he just sat and said nothin', or read a
book."

A sudden intuition discovered Mr. Gay's feelings to me.

"You were talking about the run, or something, I suppose?"

"Yes, or the bag, you know."

As she spoke she pulled up Ready and Rhino. The little groom
jumped down and stood under (not at) their heads. I leant back
and surveyed the crowd sitting and walking. Miss Phaeton flicked
a fly off  Rhino's ear, put her whip in the socket, and leant
back also.

"Then I suppose you didn't care much about him?" I asked.

"Oh, I liked him pretty well," she answered very carelessly.

At this moment, looking along the walk, I saw a man coming toward
us. He was a handsome fellow, with just a touch of "softness" in
his face. He was dressed in correct fashion, save that his hair
was a trifle longer, his coat a trifle fuller, his hat a trifle
larger, his tie a trifle looser than they were worn by most. He
caught my attention, and I went on looking at him for a little
while, till a light movement of my companion's made me turn my
head.

Miss Phaeton was sitting bolt upright; she fidgeted with the
reins; she took her whip out of the socket and put it back again;
and, to my amazement, her cheeks were very red.

Presently the man came opposite the carriage. Miss Phaeton
bowed. He lifted his hat, smiled, and made as if to pass on.
Miss Phaeton held out her hand. I could see a momentary gleam of
surprise in his eyes, as though he thought her cordiality more
than he might have looked for--possibly even more than he cared
about. But he stopped and shook hands.

"How are you, Mr. Gay?" she said, not introducing me.

"Still with your inseparables!" he said gayly, with a wave of his
hand towards the horses. "I hope, Miss Phaeton, that in the next
world your faithful steeds will be allowed to bear you company,
or what will you do?"

"O, you think I care for nothin' but horses?" said she
petulantly, but she leant towards him, and gave me her shoulder.

"O, no," he laughed. "Dogs, also, and, I'm afraid, one day it
was ferrets, wasn't it?"

"Have--have you written any poetry lately?" she asked.

"How conscientious of you to inquire!" he exclaimed, his eyes
twinkling. "O, yes, a hundred things. Have
you--killed--anything lately?"

I could swear she flushed again. Her voice trembled as she
answered:

"No, not lately."

I caught sight of his face behind her back and I thought I saw a
trace of puzzle--nothing more. He held out his hand.

"Well, so glad to have seen you, Miss Phaeton," said he, "but I
must run on. Goodbye."

"Goodbye, Mr. Gay," said she.

And, lifting his hat again, smiling again gayly, he was gone.
For a moment or two I said nothing. Then I remarked:

"So that's your friend Gay, is it? He's not a bad-looking
fellow."

"Yes, that's him," said she, and, as she spoke, she sank back in
her seat for a moment. I did not look at her face. Then she sat
up straight again and took the whip.

"Want to stay any longer?" she asked.

"No," said I.

The little groom sprang away, Rhino and Ready dashed ahead.

"Shall I drop you at the club?" she asked. "I'm goin' home."

"I'll get out here," said I.

We came to a stand again, and I got down.

"Goodbye," I said.

She nodded at me, but said nothing. A second later the carriage
was tearing down the road, and the little groom hanging on for
dear life.

Of course, it's all nonsense. She's not the least suited to him;
she'd make him miserable, and then be miserable herself. But it
seems a little perverse, doesn't it? In fact, twice at least
between the courses at dinner I caught myself being sorry for
her. It is, when you think of it, so remarkably perverse.

A MATTER OF DUTY

Lady Mickleham is back from her honeymoon. I mean young Lady
Mickleham--Dolly Foster (well, of course I do. Fancy the Dowager
on a honeymoon!)  She signified the fact to me by ordering me to
call on her at teatime; she had, she said, something which she
wished to consult me about confidentially. I went.

"I didn't know you were back," I observed.

"Oh, we've been back a fortnight, but we went down to The Towers.
They were all there, Mr. Carter."

"All who?"

"All Archie's people. The dowager said we must get really to
know one another as soon as possible. I'm not sure I like really
knowing people. It means that they say whatever they like to
you, and don't get up out of your favorite chair when you come
in."

"I agree," said I, "that a soupcon of unfamiliarity is not
amiss."

"Of course it's nice to be one of the family," she continued.

"The cat is that," said I. "I would not give a fig for it."

"And the Dowager taught me the ways of the house."

"Ah, she taught me the way out of it."

"And showed me how to be most disagreeable to the servants."

"It is the first lesson of a housekeeper."

"And told me what Archie particularly liked, and how bad it was
for him, poor boy."

"What should we do without our mothers? I do not, however, see
how I can help in all this, Lady Mickleham."

"How funny that sounds!"

"Aren't you accustomed to your dignity yet?"

"I meant from you, Mr. Carter."

I smiled. That is Dolly's way. As Miss Phaeton says, she means
no harm, and it is admirably conducive to the pleasure of a
tete-a-tete.

"It wasn't that I wanted to ask you about," she continued, after
she had indulged in a pensive sigh (with a dutifully bright smile
and a glance at Archie's photograph to follow. Her behavior
always reminds me of a varied and well assorted menu). "It was
about something much more difficult. You won't tell Archie, will
you?"

"This becomes interesting," I remarked, putting my hat down.

"You know, Mr. Carter, that before I was married--oh, how long
ago it seems!"

"Not at all."

"Don't interrupt. That before I was married I had several--that
is to say, several--well, several--"

"Start quite afresh," I suggested encouragingly.

"Well, then, several men were silly enough to think
themselves--you know."

"No one better," I assented cheerfully.

"Oh, if you won't be sensible!--Well, you see, many of them are
Archie's friends as well as mine; and, of course, they've been to
call."

"It is but good manners," said I.

"One of them waited to be sent for, though."

"Leave that fellow out," said I.

"What I want to ask you is this--and I believe you're not silly,
really, you know, except when you choose to be."

"Walk in the Row any afternoon," said I, "and you won't find ten
wiser men."

"It's this. Ought I to tell Archie?"

"Good gracious! Here's a problem!"

"Of course," pursued Lady Mickleham, opening her fan, "it's in
some ways more comfortable that he shouldn't know."

"For him?"

"Yes--and for me. But then it doesn't seem quite fair."

"To him?"

"Yes--and to me. Because if he came to know from anybody else,
he might exaggerate the things, you know."

"Impossible!"

"Mr. Carter!"

"I--er--mean he knows you too well to do such a thing."

"Oh, I see. Thank you. Yes. What do you think?"

"What does the Dowager say?"

"I haven't mentioned it to the Dowager."

"But surely, on such a point, her experience--"

"She can't have any," said Lady Mickleham decisively. "I believe
in her husband, because I must. But nobody else! You're not
giving me your opinion."

I reflected for a moment.

"Haven't we left out one point to view?" I ventured to suggest.

"I've thought it all over very carefully," said she; "both as it
would affect me and as it would affect Archie."

"Quite so. Now suppose you think how it would affect them?"

"Who?"

"Why, the men."

Lady Mickleham put down her cup of tea. "What a very curious
idea!" she exclaimed.

"Give it time to sink in," said I, helping myself to another
piece of toast. She sat silent for a few moments--presumably to
allow of the permeation I suggested. I finished my tea and leant
back comfortably. Then I said:

"Let me take my own case. Shouldn't I feel rather awkward--?"

"Oh, it's no good taking your case," she interrupted.

"Why not mine as well as another?"

"Because I told him about you long ago."

I was not surprised. But I could not permit Lady Mickleham to
laugh at me in the unconscionable manner in which she proceeded
to laugh. I spread out my hands and observed blandly:

"Why not be guided--as to the others, I mean--by your husband's
example?"

"Archie's example? What's that?"

"I don't know; but you do, I suppose."

"What do you mean, Mr. Carter?" she asked, sitting upright.

"Well, has he ever told you about Maggie Adeane?"

"I never heard of her."

"Or Lilly Courtenay?"

"That girl!"

"Or Alice Layton?"

"The red-haired Layton?"

"Or Florence Cunliffe?"

"Who was she?"

"Or Millie Trehearne?"

"She squints, Mr. Carter."

"Or--"

"Stop, stop! What do you mean? What should he tell me?"

"Oh, I see he hasn't. Nor, I suppose, about Sylvia Fenton, or
that little Delancy girl, or handsome Miss--what was her name?"

"Hold your tongue--and tell me what you mean."

"Lady Mickleham," said I gravely, "if your husband has not
thought fit to mention these ladies--and others whom I could
name--to you, how could I presume--?"

"Do you mean to tell me that Archie--?"

"He'd only known you three years, you see."

"Then it was before--?"

"Some of them were before," said I.

Lady Mickleham drew a long breath.

"Archie will be in soon," said she.

I took my hat.

"It seems to me," I observed, "that what is sauce--that, I should
say, husband and wife ought to stand on an equal footing in these
matters. Since he has--no doubt for good reasons--not mentioned
to you--"

"Alice Layton was a positive fright."

"She came last," said I. "Just before you, you know. However,
as I was saying--"

"And that horrible Sylvia Fenton--"

"Oh, he couldn't have known you long then. As I was saying, I
should, if I were you, treat him as he has treated you. In my
case it seems to be too late."

"I'm sorry I told him that."

"Oh, pray don't mind, it's of no consequence. As to the
others--"

"I should never have thought it of Archie!"

"One never knows," said I, with an apologetic smile. "I don't
suppose he thinks it of you."

"I won't tell him a single word. He may find out if he likes.
Who was the last girl you mentioned?"

"Is it any use trying to remember all their names?" I asked in a
soothing tone. "No doubt he's forgotten them by now--just as
you've forgotten the others."

"And the Dowager told me that he had never had an attachment
before."

"Oh, if the Dowager said that! Of course, the Dowager would
know!"

"Don't be so silly, for goodness sake! Are you going?"

"Certainly I am. It might annoy Archie to find me here when he
wants to talk to you."

"Well, I want to talk to him."

"Of course you won't repeat what I've--"

"I shall find out for myself," she said.

"Goodbye. I hope I've removed all your troubles?"

"O, yes, thank you. I know what to do now, Mr. Carter."

"Always send for me if you're in any trouble. I have some exp--"

"Goodbye, Mr. Carter."

"Goodbye, Lady Mickleham. And remember that Archie, like you--"

"Yes, yes; I know. Must you go?"

I'm afraid I must. I've enjoyed our talk so--"

"There's Archie's step."

I left the room. On the stairs I met Archie. I shook hands
sympathetically. I was sorry for Archie. But in great causes
the individual cannot be considered. I had done my duty to my
sex.

MY LAST CHANCE

"Now mind," said Mrs. Hilary Musgrave, impressively, "this is the
last time I shall take any trouble about you. She's a very nice
girl, quite pretty, and she'll have a lot of money. You can be
very pleasant when you like--"

"This unsolicited testimonial--"

"Which isn't often--and if you don't do it this time I wash my
hands of you. Why, how old are you?"

"Hush, Mrs. Hilary,"

"You must be nearly--"

"It's false--false--false!"

"Come along," said Mrs. Hilary, and she added over her shoulder,
"she has a slight north-country accent."

"It might have been Scotch," said I.

"She plays the piano a good deal."

"It might have been the fiddle," said I.

"She's very fond of Browning."

"It might have been Ibsen," said I.

Mrs. Hilary, seeing that I was determined to look on the bright
side, smiled graciously on me and introduced me to the young
lady. She was decidedly good-looking, fresh and sincere of
aspect, with large inquiring eyes--eyes which I felt would demand
a little too much of me at breakfast--but then a large tea-urn
puts that all right.

"Miss Sophia Milton--Mr. Carter," said Mrs. Hilary, and left us.

Well, we tried the theaters first; but as she had only been to
the Lyceum and I had only been to the Gaioety, we soon got to the
end of that. Then we tried Art: she asked me what I thought of
Degas: I evaded the question by criticizing a drawing of a horse
in last week's Punch--which she hadn't seen. Upon this she
started literature. She said "Some Qualms and a Shiver" was the
book of the season. I put my money on "The Queen of the Quorn."
Dead stop again! And I saw Mrs. Hilary's eye upon me; there was
wrath in her face. Something must be done. A brilliant idea
seized me. I had read that four-fifths of the culture of England
were Conservative. I also was a Conservative. It was four to
one on! I started politics. I could have whooped for joy when I
elicited something particularly incisive about the ignorance of
the masses.

"I do hope you agree with me," said Miss Milton. "The more one
reads and thinks, the more one sees how fatally false a theory it
is that the ignorant masses--people such as I have described--can
ever rule a great Empire."

"The Empire wants gentlemen; that's what it wants," said I,
nodding my head and glancing triumphantly at Mrs. Hilary.

"Men and women," said she, "who are acquainted with the best that
has been said and thought on all important subjects."

At the time I believed this observation to be original, but I
have since been told that it was borrowed. I was delighted with
it.

"Yes," said I, "and have got a stake in the country, you know,
and know how to behave  emselves in the House, don't you know?"

"What we have to do," pursued Miss Milton, "is to guide the
voters. These poor rustics need to be informed--"

"Just so," I broke in. "They have to be told--"

"Of  the real nature of the questions--"

"And which candidate to support."

"Or they must infallibly"--she exclaimed.

"Get their marching orders," I cried, in rapture. It was exactly
what I always did on my small property.

"Oh, I didn't quite mean that," she said reproachfully.

"Oh, well, neither did I--quite," I responded adroitly. What was
wrong with the girl now?

"But with the help of the League--" she went on.

"Do you belong?" I cried, more delighted than ever.

"O, yes," said she. "I think it's a duty. I worked very hard at
the last election. I spent days distributing packages of--"

Then I made, I'm sorry to say, a false step. I observed,
interrupting:

"But it's ticklish work now, eh? Six months' 'hard' wouldn't be
pleasant, would it?"

"What do you mean, Mr.--er Carter?" she asked.

I was still blind. I believe I winked, and I'm sure I whispered,
"Tea."

Miss Milton drew herself up very straight.

"I do not bribe," she said. "What I distribute is pamphlets."

Now I suppose that "pamphlets" and "blankets don't really sound
much alike, but I was agitated.

"Quite right," said I. "Poor old things! They can't afford
proper fuel."

She rose to her feet.

"I was not joking," she said with horrible severity.

"Neither was I," I declared in humble apology. "Didn't you say
blankets?'"

"Pamphlets."

"Oh!"

There was a long pause. I glanced at Mrs. Hilary. Things had
not fallen out as happily as they might, but I did not mean to
give up yet.

"I see you're right," I said, still humbly. "To descend to such
means as I had in my mind is--"

"To throw away our true weapons," said she earnestly. (She sat
down again--good sign.)

"What we really need--" I began.

"Is a reform of the upper classes," said she.

"Let them give an example of duty, of self-denial, of frugality."

I was not to be caught out again.

"Just what I always say," I observed, impressively.

"Let them put away their horse racing, their betting, their
luxurious living, their--"

"You're right, Miss Milton," said I.

"Let them set an example of morality."

"They should," I assented.

Miss Milton smiled.

"I thought we agreed really," said she.

"I'm sure we do," cried I; and I winked with my "off" eye at Mrs.
Hilary as I sat down beside Miss Milton.

"Now I heard of a man the other day," said she, "who's nearly 40.
He's got an estate in the country. He never goes there, except
for a few days' shooting. He lives in town. He spends too much.
He passes an absolutely vacant existence in a round of empty
gaiety. He has by no means a good reputation. He dangles about,
wasting his time and his money. Is that the sort of example--?"

"He's a traitor to his class," said I warmly.

"If you want him, you must look on a race course, or at a
tailor's, or in some fashionable woman's boudoir. And his estate
looks after itself. He's too selfish to marry, too idle to work,
too silly to think."

I began to be sorry for this man, in spite of his peccadilloes.

"I wonder if I've met him," said I. "I'm occasionally in town,
when I can get time to run up. What's his name?"

"I don't think I heard--or I've forgotten. But he's got the
place next to a friend of mine in the country, and she told me
all about him. She's exactly the opposite sort of person--or she
wouldn't be my friend."

"I should think not, Miss Milton," said I admiringly.

"Oh, I should like to meet that man, and tell him what I think of
him!" said she. "Such men as he do more harm than a dozen
agitators. So contemptible, too!"

"It's revolting to think of," said I.

"I'm so glad you--" began Miss Milton, quite confidentially; I
pulled my chair a trifle closer, and cast an apparently careless
glance towards Mrs. Hilary. Suddenly I heard a voice behind me.

"Eh, what? Upon my honor it is! Why, Carter, my boy, how are
you? Eh, what? Miss Milton, too, I declare! Well, now, what a
pity Annie didn't come!"

I disagreed. I hate Annie. But I was very glad to see my friend
and neighbor, Robert Dinnerly. He's a sensible man--his wife's a
little prig.

"Oh, Mr. Dinnerly," cried Miss Milton, "how funny that you should
come just now? I was just trying to remember the name of a man
Mrs. Dinnerly told me about. I was telling Mr. Carter about him.
You know him."

"Well, Miss Milton, perhaps I do. Describe him."

"I don't believe Annie ever told me his name, but she was talking
about him at our house yesterday."

"But I wasn't there, Miss Milton."

"No," said Miss Milton, "but he's got the next place to yours in
the country."

I positively leaped from my seat.

"Why, good gracious, Carter himself, you mean?" cried Dinnerly,
laughing. "Well, that is a good  un--ha-ha-ha!"

She turned a stony glare on me.

"Do you live next to Mr. Dinnerly in the country?" she asked.

I would have denied it if Dinnerly had not been there. As it
was, I blew my nose.

"I wonder," said Miss Milton, "what has become of Aunt Emily."

"Miss Milton," said I, "by a happy chance you have enjoyed a
luxury. You have told the man what you think of him."

"Yes," said she; "and I have only to add that he is also a
hypocrite."

Pleasant, wasn't it? Yet Mrs. Hilary says it was my fault.
That's a woman all over!

THE LITTLE WRETCH

Seeing that little Johnny Tompkins was safely out of the country,
under injunctions to make a new man of himself, and to keep that
new man, when made, at the Antipodes, I could not see anything
indiscreet in touching on the matter in the course of
conversation with Mrs. Hilary Musgrave. In point of fact, I was
curious to find out what she knew, and supposing she knew, what
she thought. So I mentioned little Johnny Tompkins.

"Oh, the little wretch!" cried Mrs. Hilary. "You know he came
here two or three times? Anybody can impose on Hilary."

"Happy woman I--I mean unhappy man, Mrs. Hilary."

"And how much was it he stole?"

"Hard on a thousand," said I. "For a time, you know, he was
quite a man of fashion."

"Oh, I know. He came here in his own hansom, perfectly dressed,
and--"

"Behaved all right, didn't he?"

"Yes. Of course there was a something."

"Or you wouldn't have been deceived!" said I, with a smile.

"I wasn't deceived," said Mrs. Hilary, an admirable flush
appearing on her cheeks.

"That is to say, Hilary wouldn't."

"Oh, Hilary! Why didn't his employers prosecute him, Mr.
Carter?"

"In the first place, he had that inestimable advantage in a
career of dishonesty--respectable relations."

"Well, but still--"

"His widowed mother was a trump, you know."

"Do you mean a good woman."

"Doubtless she was; but I mean a good card. However, there was
another reason."

"I can't see any," declared Mrs. Hilary.

"I'm going to surprise you," said I. "Hilary interceded for
him."

"Hilary?"

"You didn't know it? I thought not. Well, he did."

"Why, he always pretended to want him to be convicted."

"Cunning Hilary!" said I.

"He used to speak most strongly against him."

"That was his guile," said I.

"Oh, but why in the world--?" she began; then she paused, and
went on again: "It was nothing to do with Hilary."

"Hilary went with me to see him, you know, while they had him
under lock and key at the firm's offices."

"Did he? I never heard that."

"And he was much impressed with his bearing."

"Well, I suppose, Mr. Carter, that if he was really penitent--"

"Never saw a man less penitent," I interrupted. "He gloried in
his crime; if I remember his exact expression, it was that the
jam was jolly well worth the powder, and if they liked to send
him to chokee they could and be--and suffer accordingly, you
know."

"And after that, Hilary--!"

"Oh, anybody can impose on Hilary, you know. Hilary only asked
what the jam  was."

"It's a horrid expression, but I suppose it meant acting the part
of a gentleman, didn't it?"

"Not entirely. According to what he told Hilary, Johnny was in
love."

"Oh, and he stole for some wretched--?"

"Now do be careful. What do you know about the lady?"

"The lady! I can imagine Johnny Tompkin's's ideal?"

"So can I, if you come to that."

"And she must have known his money wasn't his own."

"Why must she?"  I asked. "According to what he told Hilary, she
didn't."

"I don't believe it," said Mrs. Hilary, with decision.

"Hilary believed it!"

"Oh, Hilary!"

"But, then Hilary knew the girl."

"Hilary knew--! You mean to say Hilary knew--?

"No one better," said I composedly.

Mrs. Hilary rose to her feet. "Who was the creature?" she asked
sharply.

"Come," I expostulated, "how would you like it if your young man
had taken to theft and--"

"Oh, nonsense. Tell me her name, please, Mr. Carter."

"Johnny told Hilary that just to see her and talk to her and sit
by her side was 'worth all the money'--but then, to be sure, it
was somebody else's money--and that he'd do it again to get what
he had got over again. Then, I'm sorry to say, he swore."

"And Hilary believed that stuff?"

"Hilary agreed with him," said I. "Hilary, you see, knows the
lady."

"What's her name, Mr. Carter?"

"Didn't you notice his attentions to any one?"

"I notice! You don't mean that I've seen her?"

"Certainly you have."

"Was she ever here?'

"Yes, Mrs. Hilary. Hilary takes care of that."

"I shall be angry in a minute, Mr. Carter. Oh, I'll have this
out of Hilary!"

"I should."

"Who was she?"

"According to what he told Hilary, she was the most fascinating
woman in the world, Hilary thought so, too."

Mrs. Hilary began to walk up and down.

"Oh, so Hilary helped to let him go, because they both--?"

"Precisely," said I.

"And you dare to come and tell me?"

"Well, I thought you ought to know," said I. "Hilary's just as
mad about her as Johnny--in fact, he said he'd be hanged if he
wouldn't have done the same himself."

I have once seen Madame Ristori play Lady Macbeth. Her
performance was recalled to me by the tones in which Mrs. Hilary
asked:

"Who is this woman, if you please, Mr. Carter?"

"So Hilary got him off--gave him fifty pounds too."

"Glad to get him away, perhaps," she burst out, in angry scorn.

"Who knows?" said I. "Perhaps."

"Her name?" demanded Lady Macbeth--I mean Mrs. Hilary--again.

"I shan't tell you, unless you promise to say nothing to Hilary."

"To say nothing! Well, really--"

"Oh, all right!" and I took up my hat.

"But I can watch them, can't I?"

"As much as you like."

"Won't you tell me?"

"If you promise."

"Well, then, I promise."

"Look in the glass."

"What for?"

"To see your face, to be sure."

She started, blushed red, and moved a step towards me.

"You don't mean--?" she cried.

"Thou art the woman," said I.

"Oh, but he never said a word--"

"Johnny had his code," said I. "And in some ways it was better
than some people's--in some, alas! worse."

"And Hilary?"

"Really you know better than I do whether I've told the truth
about Hilary."

A pause ensued. Then Mrs. Hilary made three short remarks, which
I give in their order:

(1) "The little wretch!" (2) "Dear old Hilary!" (3) "Poor little man!"

I took my hat. I knew that Hilary was due from the city in a few
minutes. Mrs. Hilary sat down by the fire.

"How dare you torment me so?" she asked, but not in the least
like Lady Macbeth.

"I must have my little amusements," said I.

"What an audacious little creature!" said Mrs. Hilary. "Fancy
his daring!--Aren't you astounded?"

"Oh, yes, I am. But Hilary, you see--"

"It's nearly his time," said Mrs. Hilary.

I buttoned my left glove and held out my right hand.

"I've a good mind not to shake hands with you," said she.
"Wasn't it absurd of Hilary?"

"Horribly."

"He ought to have been all the more angry."

"Of course he ought."

"The presumption of it!"  And Mrs. Hilary smiled. I also smiled.

"That poor old mother of his," reflected Mrs. Hilary. "Where did
you say she lived?"

"Hilary knows the address," said I.

"Silly little wretch!" mused Mrs. Hilary, still smiling.

"Goodbye," said I.

"Goodbye," said Mrs. Hilary.

I turned toward the door and had laid my hand on the knob, when
Mrs. Hilary called softly:

"Mr. Carter."

"Yes," said I, turning.

"Do you know where the little wretch has gone?"

"Oh, yes," said I.

"I--I suppose you don't ever write to him?"

"Dear me, no," said I.

"But you--could?" suggested Mrs. Hilary.

"Of course," said I.

She jumped up and ran towards me. Her purse was in one hand, and
a bit of paper fluttered in the other.

"Send him that--don't tell him," she whispered, and her voice had
a little catch in it. "Poor little wretch!" said she.

As for me, I smiled cynically--quite cynically, you know; for it
was very absurd.

"Please do," said Mrs. Hilary.

And I went.

Supposing it had been another woman? Well, I wonder!

AN  EXPENSIVE  PRIVILEGE

A rather uncomfortable thing happened the other day which
threatened a schism in my acquaintance and put me in a decidedly
awkward position. It was no other than this: Mrs. Hilary
Musgrave had definitely informed me that she did not approve of
Lady Mickleham. The attitude is, no doubt, a conceivable one,
but I was surprised that a woman of Mrs. Hilary's large
sympathies should adopt it. Besides, Mrs. Hilary is quite
good-looking herself.

The history of the affair is much as follows: I called on Mrs.
Hilary to see whether I could do anything, and she told me all
about it. It appears that Mrs. Hilary had a bad cold and a
cousin up from the country about the same time (she was justly
aggrieved at the double event), and being unable to go to the
Duchess of Dexminster's "squash," she asked Dolly Mickleham to
chaperon little Miss Phyllis. Little Miss Phyllis, of course,
knew no one there--the Duchess least of all--(but then very few
of us--yes, I was there--knew the Duchess, and the Duchess didn't
know any of us; I saw her shake hands with a waiter myself, just
to be on the safe side), and an hour after the party began she
was discovered wandering about in a most desolate condition.
Dolly had told her that she would be in a certain place; and when
Miss Phyllis came, Dolly was not there. The poor little lady
wandered about for another hour, looking so lost that one was
inclined to send for a policeman; and then she sat down on a seat
by the wall, and, in desperation, asked her next-door neighbor if
he knew Lady Mickleham by sight, and had he seen her lately? The
next-door neighbor, by way of reply, called out to a quiet
elderly gentleman who was sidling unobtrusively about, "Duke, are
there any particularly snug corners in your house?"  The Duke
stopped, searched his memory, and said that at the end of the Red
Corridor there was a passage, and that a few yards down the
passage, if you turned very suddenly to the right, you would come
on a little nook under the stairs. The little nook just held a
settee, and the settee (the Duke thought) might just hold two
people. The next-door neighbor thanked the Duke, and observed to
Miss Phyllis--

"It will give me great pleasure to take you to Lady Mickleham."
So they went, it being then, according to Miss Phyllis' sworn
statement precisely two hours and five minutes since Dolly had
disappeared; and, pursuing the route indicated by the Duke, they
found Lady Mickleham. And Lady Mickleham exclaimed, "Good
gracious, my dear, I'd quite forgotten you! Have you had an ice?
Do take her to have an ice, Sir John."  (Sir John Berry was the
next-door neighbor.)  And with that Lady Mickleham is said to
have resumed her conversation.

"Did you ever hear anything more atrocious?" concluded Mrs.
Hilary. "I really cannot think what Lord Mickleham is doing."

"You surely mean, what Lady Mickleham--?"

"No, I don't," said Mrs. Hilary, with extraordinary decision.
"Anything might have happened to that poor child!"

"Oh, there were not many of the aristocracy present," said I
soothingly.

"But it's not that so much as the thing itself. She's the most
disgraceful flirt in London."

"How do you know she was flirting?"  I inquired with a smile.

"How do I know?" echoed Mrs. Hilary.

"It is a very hasty conclusion," I persisted. "Sometimes I stay
talking with you for an hour or more. Are you, therefore,
flirting with me?"

"With you!" exclaimed Mrs. Hilary, with a little laugh.

"Absurd as the supposition is," I remarked, "it yet serves to
point the argument. Lady Mickleham might have been talking with
a friend, just in the quiet rational way in which we are talking
now."

"I don't think that's likely," said Mrs. Hilary; and--well, I do
not like to say that she sniffed--it would convey too strong an
idea, but she did make an odd little sound something like a much
etherealized sniff.

I smiled again, and more broadly. I was enjoying beforehand the
little victory which I was to enjoy over Mrs. Hilary. "Yet it
happens to be true," said I.

Mrs. Hilary was magnificently contemptuous.

"Lord Mickleham told you so, I suppose?" she asked. "And I
suppose Lady Mickleham told him--poor man!"

"Why do you call him 'poor man'?"

"Oh, never mind. Did he tell you?"

"Certainly not. The fact is, Mrs. Hilary--and really, you must
excuse me for having kept you in the dark a little--it amused me
so much to hear your suspicions."

Mrs. Hilary rose to her feet.

"Well, what are you going to say?" she asked.

I laughed, as I answered: "Why, I was the man with Lady Mickleham
when your friend and Berry inter--when they arrived, you know."

Well, I should have thought--I should still think--that she would
have been pleased--relieved, you know, to find her uncharitable
opinion erroneous, and pleased to have it altered on the best
authority. I'm sure that is how I should have felt. It was not,
however, how Mrs. Hilary felt.

"I am deeply pained," she observed after a long pause; and then
she held out her hand.

"I was sure you'd forgive my little deception," said I, grasping
it. I thought still that she meant to bury all unkindness.

"I should never have thought it of you," she went on.

"I didn't know your friend was there at all," I pleaded; for by
now I was alarmed.

"Oh, please don't shuffle like that," said Mrs. Hilary.

She continued to stand, and I rose to my feet. Mrs. Hilary held
out her hand again.

"Do you mean that I'm to go?" said I.

"I hope we shall see you again some day," said Mrs. Hilary; the
tone suggested that she was looking forward to some future
existence, when my earthly sins should have been sufficiently
purged. It reminded me for the moment of King Arthur and Queen
Guinevere.

"But I protest," I began, "that my only object in telling you was
to show you how absurd--"

"Is it any good talking about it now?" asked Mrs. Hilary. A
discussion might possibly be fruitful in the dim futurity before
mentioned--but not now--that was what she seemed to say.

"Lady Mickleham and I, on the occasion in question--" I began
with dignity.

"Pray, spare me," quote Mrs. Hilary, with much greater dignity.

I took my hat.

"Shall you be at home as usual on Thursday?" I asked.

"I have a great many people coming already," she remarked.

"I can take a hint," said I.

"I wish you'd take warning," said Mrs. Hilary.

"I will take my leave," said I--and I did, leaving Mrs. Hilary
in a tragic attitude in the middle of the room. Never again
shall I go out of my way to lull Mrs. Hilary's suspicions.

A day or two after this very trying interview, Lady Mickleham's
victoria happened to stop opposite where I was seated in the
park. I went to pay my respects.

"Do you mean to leave me nothing in the world," I asked, just by
way of introducing the subject of Mrs. Hilary. "One of my best
friends has turned me out of her house on your account."

"Oh, do tell me," said Dolly, dimpling all over her face.

So I told her; I made the story as long as I could for reasons
connected with the dimples.

"What fun!" exclaimed Dolly. "I told you at the time that a
young unmarried person like you ought to be more careful."

"I am just debating," I observed, "whether to sacrifice you."

"To sacrifice me, Mr. Carter?"

"Of course," I explained; "if I dropped you, Mrs. Hilary would
let me come again."

"How charming that would be!" cried Dolly. "You would enjoy her
nice serious conversation--all about Hilary!"

"She is apt, I conceded, "to touch on Hilary. But she is very
picturesque."

"Oh, yes, she's handsome," said Dolly.

There was a pause. Then Dolly said, "Well?"

"Well?" said I in return.

"It is goodbye?" asked Dolly, drawing down the corners of her
mouth.

"It comes to this," I remarked. "Supposing I forgive you--"

"As if it was my fault?"

"And risk Mrs. Hilary's wrath--did you speak?"

"No; I laughed, Mr. Carter."

"What shall I get out of it?"

The sun was shining brightly; it shone on Dolly; she had raised
her parasol, but she blinked a little beneath it. She was
smiling slightly still, and the dimple stuck to its post--like a
sentinel, ready to rouse the rest from their brief repose. Dolly
lay back in the victoria, nestling luxuriously against the soft
cushions. She turned her eyes for a moment on me.

"Why are you looking at me?" she asked.

"Because," said I, "there is nothing better to look at."

"Do you like doing it?" asked Dolly.

"It is a privilege," said I politely.

"Well, then!" said Dolly.

"But," I ventured to observe, "it's rather an expensive one."

"Then you mustn't have it very often."

"And it is shared by so many people."

"Then," said Dolly, smiling indulgently, "you must have it--a
little oftener. Home, Roberts, please."

I am not yet allowed at Mrs. Hilary Musgrave's.

A  VERY  DULL  AFFAIR

"To hear you talk," remarked Mrs. Hilary Musgrave--and, if any
one is surprised to find me at her house, I can only say that
Hilary, when he asked me to take a pot-luck, was quite ignorant
of any ground of difference between his wife and myself, and that
Mrs. Hilary could not very well eject me on my arrival in evening
dress at ten minutes to eight--"to hear you talk one would think
that there was no such thing as real love."

She paused. I smiled.

"Now," she continued, turning a fine, but scornful eye upon me,
"I have never cared for any man in the world except my husband."

I smiled again. Poor Hilary looked very uncomfortable. With an
apologetic air he began to stammer something about Parish
Councils. I was not to be diverted by any such maneuver. It was
impossible that he could really wish to talk on that subject.

"Would a person who had never eaten anything but beef make a
boast of it?" I asked.

Hilary grinned covertly. Mrs. Hilary pulled the lamp nearer, and
took up her embroidery.

"Do you always work the same pattern?" said I.

Hilary kicked me gently. Mrs. Hilary made no direct reply, but
presently she began to talk.

"I was just about Phyllis's age--(by the way, little Miss Phyllis
was there)--when I first saw Hilary. You remember, Hilary? At
Bournemouth?"

"Oh--er--was it Bournemouth?" said Hilary, with much
carelessness.

"I was on the pier," pursued Mrs. Hilary. "I had a red frock on,
I remember, and one of those big hats they wore that year.
Hilary wore--"

"Blue serge," I interpolated, encouragingly.

"Yes, blue serge," said she fondly. "He had been yachting, and
he was beautifully burnt. I was horribly burnt--wasn't I,
Hilary?"

Hilary began to pat the dog.

"Then we got to know one another."

"Stop a minute," said I. "How did that happen?"  Mrs. Hilary
blushed.

"Well, we were both always on the pier," she explained.
"And--and somehow Hilary got to know father, and--and father
introduced him to me."

"I'm glad it was no worse," said I. I was considering Miss
Phyllis, who sat listening, open-eyed.

"And then you know, father wasn't always there; and once or twice
we met on the cliff. Do you remember that morning, Hilary?"

"What morning?" asked Hilary, patting the dog with immense
assiduity.

"Why, the morning I had my white serge on. I'd been bathing, and
my hair was down to dry, and you said I looked like a mermaid."

"Do mermaids wear white serge?" I asked; but nobody took the
least notice of me--quite properly.

"And you told me such a lot about yourself; and then we found we
were late for lunch."

"Yes," said Hilary, suddenly forgetting the dog, "and your mother
gave me an awful glance."

"Yes, and then you told me that you were very poor, but that you
couldn't help it; and you said you supposed I couldn't
possibly--"

"Well, I didn't think--!"

"And I said you were a silly old thing; and then--"  Mrs. Hilary
stopped abruptly.

"How lovely," remarked little Miss Phyllis in a wistful voice.

"And do you remember," pursued Mrs. Hilary, laying down her
embroidery and clasping her hands on her knees, "the morning you
went to see father?"

"What a row there was!" said Hilary.

"And what an awful week it was after that! I was never so
miserable in all my life. I cried till my eyes were quite red,
and then I bathed them for an hour, and then I went to the pier,
and you were there--and I mightn't speak to you!"

"I remember," said Hilary, nodding gently.

"And then, Hilary, father sent for me and told me it was no use;
and I said I'd never marry any one else. And father said,
'There, there, don't cry. We'll see what mother says.'"

"Your mother was a brick," said Hilary, poking the fire.

"And that night they never told me anything about it, and I
didn't even change my frock, but came down, looking horrible,
just as I was, in an old black rag--no, Hilary, don't say it was
pretty!"

Hilary, unconvinced, shook his head.

"And when I walked into the drawing room there was nobody there
but just you; and we neither of us said anything for ever so
long. And then father and mother came in and--do you remember
after dinner, Hilary?"

"I remember," said Hilary.

There was a long pause. Mrs. Hilary was looking into the fire;
little Miss Phyllis's eyes were fixed, in rapt gaze, on the
ceiling; Hilary was looking at his wife--I, thinking it safest,
was regarding my own boots.

At last Miss Phyllis broke the silence.

"How perfectly lovely!" she said.

"Yes," said Mrs. Hilary, reflectively. "And we were married
three months afterwards."

"Tenth of June," said Hilary reflectively.

"And we had the most charming little rooms in the world! Do you
remember those first rooms, dear? So tiny!"

"Not bad little rooms," said Hilary.

"How awfully lovely," cried little Miss Phyllis.

I felt that it was time to interfere.

"And is that all?" I asked.

"All? How do you mean?" said Mrs. Hilary, with a slight start.

"Well, I mean, did nothing else happen? Weren't there any
complications? Weren't there any more troubles, or any more
opposition, or any misunderstandings, or anything?"

"No," said Mrs. Hilary.

"You never quarreled, or broke it off?"

"No."

"Nobody came between you?"

"No. It all went just perfectly. Why, of course it did."

"Hilary's people made themselves nasty, perhaps?" I suggested,
with a ray of hope.

"They fell in love with her on the spot," said Hilary.

Then I rose and stood with my back to the fire.

"I do not know," I observed," what Miss Phyllis thinks about
it--"

"I think it was just perfect, Mr. Carter."

"But for my part, I can only say that I never heard of such a
dull affair in all my life."

"Dull!" gasped Miss Phyllis.

"Dull!" murmured Mrs. Hilary.

"Dull!" chuckled Hilary.

"It was," said I severely, "without a spark of interest from
beginning to end. Such things happen by thousands. It's
commonplaceness itself. I had some hopes when you father assumed
a firm attitude, but--"

"Mother was such a dear," interrupted Mrs. Hilary.

"Just so. She gave away the whole situation. Then I did trust
that Hilary would lose his place, or develop an old flame, or do
something just a little interesting."

"It was a perfect time," said Mrs. Hilary.

"I wonder why in the world you told me about it," I pursued.

"I don't know why I did," said Mrs. Hilary dreamily.

"The only possible excuse for an engagement like that," I
observed, "is to be found in intense post-nuptial unhappiness."

Hilary rose, and advanced towards his wife.

"Your embroidery's falling on the floor," said he.

"Not a bit of it," said I.

"Yes, it is," he persisted; and he picked it up and gave it to
her. Miss Phyllis smiled delightedly. Hilary had squeezed his
wife's hand.

"Then we don't excuse it," said he.

I took out my watch. I was not finding much entertainment.

"Surely it's quite early, old man?" said Hilary.

"It's nearly eleven. We've spent half-an-hour on the thing,"
said I peevishly, holding out my hand to my hostess.

"Oh, are you going? Good night, Mr. Carter."

I turned to Miss Phyllis.

"I hope you won't think all love affairs are like that," I said;
but I saw her lips begin to shape into "lovely," and I hastily
left the room.

Hilary came to help me on with my coat. He looked extremely
apologetic, and very much ashamed of himself.

"Awfully sorry, old chap," said he, "that we bored you with our
reminiscences. I know, of course, that they can't be very
interesting to other people. Women are so confoundedly
romantic."

"Don't try that on me," said I, much disgusted. "You were just
as bad yourself."

He laughed, as he leant against the door.

"She did look ripping in that white frock," he said, "with her
hair--"

"Stop," said I firmly. "She looked just like a lot of other
girls."

"I'm hanged if she did!" said Hilary.

Then he glanced at me with a puzzled sort of expression.

"I say, old man, weren't you ever that way yourself?" he asked.

I hailed a hansom cab.

"Because, if you were, you know, you'd understand how a fellow
remembers every--"

"Good night," said I. "At least I suppose you're not coming to
the club?"

"Well, I think not," said Hilary. "Ta-ta, old fellow. Sorry we
bored you. Of course, if a man has never--"

"Never!" I groaned. "A score of times!"

"Well, then, doesn't it--?

"No," said I. "It's just that that makes stories like yours so
infernally--"

"What?" asked Hilary; for I had paused to light a cigarette.

"Uninteresting," said I, getting into my cab.

STRANGE,  BUT  TRUE

The other day my young cousin George lunched with me. He is a
cheery youth, and a member of the University of Oxford. He
refreshes me very much, and I believe that I have the pleasure of
affording him some matter for thought. On this occasion,
however, he was extremely silent and depressed. I said little,
but made an extremely good luncheon. Afterwards we proceeded to
take a stroll in the Park.

"Sam, old boy," said George suddenly, "I'm the most miserable
devil alive."

"I don't know what else you expect at your age," I observed,
lighting a cigar. He walked on in silence for a few moments.

"I say, Sam, old boy, when you were young, were you ever--?"  he
paused, arranged his neckcloth (it was more like a bed-quilt--oh,
the fashion, of course, I know that), and blushed a fine crimson.

"Was I ever what, George?" I had the curiosity to ask.

"Oh, well, hard hit, you know--a girl, you know."

"In love, you mean, George? No, I never was."

"Never?"

"No. Are you?"

"Yes. Hang it!"  Then he looked at me with a puzzled air and
continued:

"I say, though, Sam, it's awfully funny you shouldn't have--don't
you know what it's like, then?"

"How should I?" I inquired apologetically. "What is it like,
George?"

George took my arm.

"It's just Hades," he informed me confidentially.

"Then," I remarked, "I have no reason to regret--?"

"Still, you know," interrupted George, "it's not half bad."

"That appears to me to be a paradox," I observed.

"It's precious hard to explain it to you if you've never felt
it," said George, in rather an injured tone. "But what I say is
quite true."

"I shouldn't think of contradicting you, my dear fellow," I
hastened to say.

"Let's sit down," said he, "and watch the people driving. We may
see somebody--somebody we know, you know, Sam."

"So we may," said I, and we sat down.

"A fellow," pursued George, with knitted brows, "is all turned
upside down, don't you know?"

"How very peculiar?" I exclaimed.

"One moment he's the happiest dog in the world, and the
next--well, the next, it's the deuce."

"But," I objected, "not surely without good reason for such a
change?"

"Reason? Bosh! The least thing does it."

I flicked the ash from my cigar.

"It may," I remarked, "affect you in this extraordinary way, but
surely it is not so with most people?"

"Perhaps not," George conceded. "Most people are cold-blooded
asses."

"Very likely the explanation lies in that fact," said I.

"I didn't mean you, old chap," said George, with a penitence
which showed that he had meant me.

"Oh, all right, all right," said I.

"But when a man's really far gone there's nothing else in the
world but it."

"That seems to me not to be a healthy condition," said I.

"Healthy? Oh, you old idiot, Sam! Who's talking of health?
Now, only last night I met her at a dance. I had five dances
with her--talked to her half the evening, in fact. Well, you'd
think that would last some time, wouldn't you?"

"I should certainly have supposed so," I assented.

"So it would with most chaps, I dare say, but with me--confound
it, I feel as if I hadn't seen her for six months!"

"But, my dear George, that's surely rather absurd? As you tell
me, you spent a long while with the young person--"

"The--young person!"

"You've not told me her name, you see."

"No, and I shan't. I wonder if she'll be at the Musgraves'
tonight!"

"You're sure," said I soothingly, "to meet her somewhere in the
course of the next few weeks."

George looked at me. Then he observed with a bitter laugh:

"It's pretty evident you've never had it. You're as bad as those
chaps who write books."

"Well, but surely they often describe with sufficient warmth
and--er--color--"

"Oh, I dare say; but it's all wrong. At least, it's not what I
feel. Then look at the girls in books! All beasts!"

George spoke with much vehemence; so that I was led to say:

"The lady you are preoccupied with is, I suppose, handsome?"

George turned swiftly round on me.

"Look here, can you hold your tongue, Sam?"

I nodded.

"Then I'm hanged if I won't point her out to you?"

"That's uncommon good of you, George," said I.

"Then you'll see," continued George. "But it's not only her
looks, you know, she's the most--"

He stopped. Looking round to see why, I observed that his face
was red; he clutched his walking stick tightly in his left hand;
his right hand was trembling, as if it wanted to jump up to his
hat. "Here she comes! Look, look!" he whispered.

Directing my eyes towards the lines of carriages which rolled
past us, I observed a girl in a victoria; by her side sat a
portly lady of middle age. The girl was decidedly like the lady;
a description of the lady would not, I imagine, be interesting.
The girl blushed slightly and bowed. George and I lifted our
hats. The victoria and its occupants were gone. George leant
back with a sigh. After a moment, he said:

"Well, that was her."

There was expectancy in his tone.

"She has an extremely prepossessing appearance," I observed.

"There isn't," said George, "a girl in London to touch her. Sam,
old boy, I believe--I believe she likes me a bit."

"I'm sure she must, George," said I; and indeed, I thought so.

"The Governor's infernally unreasonable," said George, fretfully.

"Oh, you've mentioned it to him?"

"I sounded him. Oh, you may be sure he didn't see what I was up
to. I put it quite generally. He talked rot about getting on in
the world. Who wants to get on?"

"Who, indeed?" said I. "It is only changing what you are for
something no better."

"And about waiting till I know my own mind. Isn't it enough to
look at her?"

"Ample, in my opinion," said I.

George rose to his feet.

"They've gone to a party, they won't come round again," said he.
"We may as well go, mayn't we?"

I was very comfortable, so I said timidly:

"We might see somebody else we know."

"Oh, somebody else be hanged! Who wants to see  em?"

"I'm sure I don't." said I hastily, as I rose from my armchair,
which was at once snapped up.

We were about to return to the club, when I observed Lady
Mickleham's barouche standing under the trees. I invited George
to come and be introduced.

He displayed great indifference.

"She gives a good many parties," said I; "and perhaps--"

"By Jove! Yes, I may as well," said George. "Glad you had the
sense to think of that, old man."

So I took him up to Dolly and presented him. Dolly was very
gracious; George is an evidently presentable boy. We fell into
conversation.

"My cousin, Lady Mickleham," said I, "has been telling me--"

"Oh, shut up, Sam!" said George, not, however, appearing very
angry.

"About a subject on which you can assist him more than I can,
inasmuch as you are married. He is in love."

Dolly glanced at George.

"Oh, what fun!" said she.

"Fun!" cried George.

"I mean, how awfully interesting," said Dolly, suddenly
transforming her expression.

"And he wanted to be introduced to you because you might ask her
and him to--"

George became red, and began to stammer an apology.

"Oh, I don't believe him," said Dolly kindly; "he always makes
people uncomfortable if he can. What were you telling him, Mr.
George?"

"It's no use telling him anything. He can't understand," said
George.

"Is she very--?" asked Dolly, fixing doubtfully grave eyes on my
young cousin.

"Sam's seen her," said he, in an excess of shyness.

Dolly turned to me for an opinion, and I gave one:

"She is just," said I, "as charming as he thinks her."

Dolly leant over to my cousin, and whispered, "Tell me her name."
And he whispered something back to Dolly.

"It's awfully kind of you, Lady Mickleham," he said.

"I am a kind old thing," said Dolly, all over dimples. "I can
easily get to know them."

"Oh, you really are awfully kind, Lady Mickleham."

Dolly smiled upon him, waved her hand to me, and drove off,
crying--

"Do try to make Mr. Carter understand!"

We were left along. George wore a meditative smile. Presently
he roused himself to say:

"She's really a very kind woman. She's so sympathetic. She's
not like you. I expect she felt it once herself, you know."

"One can never tell," said